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Lana FergusonA modern alternative to SparkNotes and CliffsNotes, SuperSummary offers high-quality Study Guides with detailed chapter summaries and analysis of major themes, characters, and more.
Moira calls and insists on meeting Noah soon, and Mackenzie accedes to her grandmother’s request just as she comes across a frazzled Noah in the hall near the ER. She hangs up on her grandmother, and Noah admits that he was looking for her because he hasn’t seen her in a few days; he worries that people will notice the lack of his scent on her. Mackenzie is disappointed by his reason for seeking her out but allows him to scent her again anyway. The experience makes her knees buckle, and Noah has to steady her. She is tempted to kiss him, but they are interrupted by a staff worker. Noah leaves first, and Mackenzie spends the rest of the day in a restless mood. Her friend Liam notices and asks if she and Noah had a fight. She denies this, but Liam is still uncomfortable with the idea of her relationship with Noah. Before he leaves, Mackenzie confirms that Noah’s scent on her is noticeable to every other shifter, and she feels embarrassed about what their mingling scents might be implying about their sex life.
Noah worries about the near-kiss with Mackenzie for the next two days. As they go to meet with Moira, he grows anxious. They discuss Moira’s insistence on finding Mackenzie a partner, and Noah conveys his sympathy for the idea that her grandmother only wants to see her cared for. When they arrive, Mackenzie notices that his scent has once again faded from her, so they embrace in the car to allow him to scent her properly. The experience leaves them both unnerved.
Over dinner, as they discuss the falsified details of how Noah and Mackenzie met, Moira reveals that Mackenzie is an omega: a fact that stuns Noah. Rather than sparking his anger, however, the revelation elicits new unspoken desires in Noah’s alpha side. Before dessert, Noah and Mackenzie go outside, where Noah confronts her for concealing her designation. He proposes to resume using the suppressants, stating that their designations will naturally drive them “crazy,” and he also admits that scenting her is affecting him. However, they are interrupted by her grandmother. To distract Moira, Mackenzie insists that Noah kiss her, and the passion of this intimate moment leaves Noah unnerved. When he argues that they should put a stop to their arrangement, Mackenzie counters that they should follow their desires instead. As they return for dessert, Noah vehemently tells himself that he will decline her offer.
On the way back from her grandmother’s, Mackenzie silently rationalizes the idea of having sex with Noah as merely another benefit of their partnership; she wishes to experiment with the common assumptions made about alphas and omegas. She asks Noah to come up for a drink, and he hesitates. She argues that sex could be an addendum to their contractual relationship and eventually convinces him to come up to her apartment. Once there, Noah explains that he is worried because he has never entered into a physical relationship with an omega before, just as she has never engaged with an alpha. Still adamant, Mackenzie propositions him by asking if he would like to “knot” her, referring to a physical aspect of his penis that can only manifest during sex with an omega. They have sex, and he does, in fact, knot her.
Noah wakes up alone in Mackenzie’s bed and worries about their new level of intimacy. While Mackenzie seems to breeze through her day, Noah is out of sorts and is often reminded of the night they spent together. He worries about their new, casual physical affection. Later, he meets with a former patient of Dennis, and as he explains his treatment plan for her, Dennis enters the room and subtly undermines him in front of the patient. In the hall after their meeting, Noah confronts Dennis, who comments on Noah’s “alpha” attitude; his bigoted accusations worsen Noah’s mood.
After a few hours, Noah wanders down to the emergency room to find Mackenzie, but when he sees her chatting with Liam, he grows possessive. Mackenzie introduces them, and Noah uses body language to intimate the closeness of his relationship with Mackenzie and fend off Liam’s interest in her. He invites Mackenzie to lunch, but since she already has plans with Parker, he then makes a point of kissing her in front of Liam. He leaves and gets a message from Mackenzie, who asks about his odd behavior. While he outwardly blames his mood, his visit, and the kiss on his meeting with Dennis, he privately acknowledges that matters with Mackenzie are becoming complicated for him.
As Mackenzie tells Parker about the night she spent with Noah, Priya arrives and demands to know the details. When Mackenzie isn’t forthcoming, Priya tells her that Noah’s visit to the ER has the whole floor chattering with rumors; she explains that Liam was the one to tell Jessica, the resident rumor mill. Priya tells Mackenzie that Liam is in love with her, but rather than focusing on Liam’s secret feelings for her, Mackenzie wonders whether Noah was jealous of Liam. When Priya leaves, Parker comments on the oddity of Noah’s kiss in the ER, but Mackenzie assures him that she won’t develop feelings for Noah. Despite feeling clammy and a bit ill, she goes to ask Noah about his earlier mood. Noah tells her about the incident with the patient and admits that he went to see her because he needed to be sure they were okay. They discuss their feelings about the night before, and Mackenzie reiterates that they don’t need to fear having sex together as they’re both clear that he will be leaving for his new job in Albuquerque. She invites herself to Noah’s home to prove her point.
Noah and Mackenzie have sex immediately upon entering his house, and Noah struggles with a part of himself that desires Mackenzie intensely. The next day, Noah leaves Mackenzie to sleep and goes to work. He receives a call from his mother, who has found out he is allegedly mated. She is furious that she had to hear about it from someone else, and Noah quickly explains his and Mackenzie’s scheme. When he describes Mackenzie, his mother suggests that there is more to their relationship than he believes. She asks to meet Mackenzie, but Noah refuses. Her mother berates him for closing himself off, but he ends the call. When he receives a text message from Mackenzie, he wants to drop everything and return to her. He knows then that his desire for constant intimacy is making the situation far more complicated and dangerous than he imagined.
In this section of the novel, Ferguson continues to highlight the growing tension as Noah and Mackenzie grapple with their shared attraction and gradually become aware of the reality of their romantic feelings for one another. With a sexual component now added to their arrangement, the transactional nature of their original deal gives way to a more authentic connection, even though neither character is fully ready to make a deeper commitment. In fact, Noah often expresses concerns about the risks of pursuing a more varied relationship, but Mackenzie is quick to dismiss his protests, and her first-person narration demonstrates that Mackenzie actively remains in denial of her growing emotional attachment to Noah. When she insists that sex is merely a pleasant bonus given the temporary nature of their arrangement, she deliberately recontextualizes her own instinctive reaction to her words. As she reflects, “For some reason the reminder of the expiration date of our little arrangement gives me pause, but […] I remind myself that’s the best part of the whole thing” (175). Ferguson therefore implies that Mackenzie is essentially an unreliable narrator, especially when it comes to articulating her own feelings—a fact that harkens to The Lasting Impact of Trauma and highlights her fear of commitment. By denying herself the realization that she does indeed harbor deeper feelings for Noah, she effectively rewrites the experience of their first sexual encounter and designates it as trivial and temporary, rather than realizing that they have both experienced a pivotal moment in the dynamics of their relationship.
Just like Mackenzie, Noah engages in denial about this new relationship; however, his efforts to recontextualize his experience take a different form, and he is also more willing than Mackenzie to entertain introspective moments. As the acceleration of their relationship affects his emotional equilibrium, it becomes apparent that Noah’s vaunted sense of restraint is beginning to crack. Although Noah has carefully tailored his activities and persona to appear in control of his life and of his alpha-derived behavioral tendencies, his continued relationship with Mackenzie steadily unravels that carefully curated image of control. Rather than maintaining his usual calm, cold, and quiet demeanor, he engages in sudden outbursts of emotion when Liam and Dennis trigger him in different ways. Not only does he express possessive jealousy toward Liam, whom he views as a potential rival, but he also acts on these feelings, engaging in a territorial display of affection by kissing Mackenzie publicly. Likewise, his confrontation with Dennis leads him to an atypically aggressive rebuttal that surprises even himself. As he muses, “I don’t do this. I don’t let dumb [people] like Dennis get under my skin like this. And […] I can’t remember a time I’ve ever berated a coworker […]. It seems that with every passing day sans suppressants—I am becoming less and less like myself” (156). However, while Noah labels his lack of suppressants and control as a loss of self, Ferguson implies that the opposite is true: His careful curation of self was, in fact, an act of self-erasure that left him with no understanding of his unmitigated and essential identity. Thus, this section of the novel reveals that Noah is now relearning his own limits and releasing his true personality; this is a learning curve that Noah should have completed as a teenager, but due to his anxiety over his alpha status, he has actively suppressed his true self for decades.
As the protagonists’ private emotional struggles unfold, Ferguson also establishes the resentful and meddling Dennis as the antagonist in the novel. As he engages in a show of condescension to humiliate Noah in front of a patient, Dennis deliberately asserts his dominance over Noah, relying upon the public setting and his own guise of good humor to veil his efforts. Even as he strategically undermines Noah’s authority, he creates a situation that prevents Noah from retaliating. If Noah were to make a scene in front of a patient, this reaction would only give Dennis further grounds to argue that Noah is unfit for his position. Hence, Dennis effectively traps Noah and forces him to endure the verbal abuse. Ferguson also invokes the novel’s thematic focus on The Harmful Ignorance of Stereotypes when Dennis snidely comments, “Guess you really are an alpha after all, huh?” (156). This jab also suggests that Dennis is the ultimate mastermind behind Noah’s predicament with the hospital board. Although the hospital staff are aware of Noah’s alpha designation, Dennis is the only one to explicitly weaponize the associated stigma to attack Noah’s professional reputation.