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50 pages 1 hour read

Erin Entrada Kelly

The First State of Being

Fiction | Novel | Middle Grade | Published in 2022

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Symbols & Motifs

The Y2K Stash

Michael spends much of the book anxious and/or guilty about either perceived past offenses or looming disasters. Given the trauma of his mother’s sudden job loss when he was ill and his relative isolation when she is at work (as well as his past experiences with bullying), this is understandable. Michael’s way of managing his anxiety and guilt is his Y2K stash, a symbol representing the elusive hope that future disasters can be predicted and mitigated. For Michael, his stash represents a plan for an eventual disaster: if there are riots and the world falls to chaos, he will be prepared; he can protect his mother the way he couldn’t before when she lost her job. His prioritization of his mother reflects his guilt: He chooses peaches and gummy bears for his stash specifically because she likes them, rather than things he wants.

At the same time, when he is anxious about new, strange things, he circles back to Y2K, constantly begging Ridge to tell Michael about it “to prepare” and fixating on Ridge’s sumbook for answers. Ridge’s refusal to answer, even if well-intentioned, only fuels Michael’s anxiety and fixation. As a result, Michael adds more and more to his stash, going from canned foods to Beejee’s tools to Mr. Mosley’s belongings.

Fearing the ridicule of others, Michael lies about and hides his stash, which only causes his anxiety to grow, leading to Beejee’s confrontation about his missing tools and Ridge’s lie to protect Michael. Michael’s preoccupation with the stash even eclipses his grief at Mr. Mosley’s death, as Michael becomes more fixated on Mr. Mosley’s food than his memories of his friend. It is not until Michael’s secret is revealed to Ms. Rosario (and, by extension, his anxiety and emotional overload) that it can be addressed directly. It is only when Michael lets his guilt and fixation on the future go and focuses on living in the present that he can also give up his stash. Rather than a material comfort/security blanket, he has finally found something better: true ease of mind and making peace with the unknown.

The Sumbook and the Money Jar

Michael’s anxiety about the unpredictable future leads to an obsession with planning and preparation. His Y2K stash is one way in which this obsession manifests; another, even less productive manifestation is his fixation on Ridge’s sumbook. To Ridge, the sumbook is merely a history textbook, but to Michael it is a magical object containing the one thing he craves most in the world—knowledge of the future. Meanwhile, Mr. Mosley demonstrates a far more modest but ultimately more effective method of planning for the future. He saves small amounts of money in a jar, and soon he has amassed $5,000—a substantial gift, that he gives to Michael. The sumbook represents Michael’s futile desire to know everything the future holds, while the money jar represents a way to exert agency over a future that remains unknowable.

Michael wants to be (mentally) prepared for what he views as impending doom: Y2K. While he also amasses a physical stash of tools and canned goods, he quickly becomes fixated on Ridge’s sumbook, believing that the knowledge it holds is key to being prepared. If he has the answers and knows what’s coming, he won’t be surprised and can take care of his mother. While he has good intentions, Michael’s fixation with the sumbook represents his desire for easy, quick answers to his problems; he steals supplies even when he has money, and he focuses on the immediate future rather than the long game. It is only when Michael realizes that the sumbook will never give him the answers he seeks that he destroys it and is thus rewarded by Mr. Mosley’s gift.

Mr. Mosley, on the other hand, has the wisdom of experience and the bliss of ignorance. He never learns that Ridge is from the future, and so he is never aware of—or tempted by—the sumbook. Instead, he remembers the struggles of his own youth and empathizes with Michael’s present difficulties. “You just focus on being eleven,” Mr. Mosley said once, “That’s hard enough” (101). Instead of quick fixes, Mr. Mosley prepares for the reality he knows is waiting for Michael: not an apocalypse, just adulthood. Therefore, he repeats the lesson from his own mother: saving money, slowly and steadily, to help him get by on a rainy day. This money jar, which surprises Michael after Mr. Mosley’s death, represents Mr. Mosley’s slow, steady planning and preparation, and ensures Michael’s financial security: By investing that money in the Netflix IPO, Michael never has to worry about money again and can instead focus on paying his good fortune forward. In this way, the sumbook represents Michael’s dream of a quick fix, while the money jar represents the reality of scrimping and saving.

The Mall

Ridge is obsessed with the year 1999, a year two centuries before his time. As he notes, so many great things were from 1999—Britney Spears, the Backstreet Boys, Fight Club (43). When he time travels, Ridge is enamored with many aspects of quotidian 1999 life—microwaves, cars, telephones—but the epitome of his fascination is the mall. The mall, therefore, symbolizes the contrasting human tendencies to idealize the unfamiliar and to become jaded and bored by the familiar.

Before Ridge returns to 2199, he declares that the one place he absolutely must visit is the mall. Ridge’s descriptions of the future imply that malls no longer exist in 2199 (the mall they visit closes in 2052). The reason is uncertain, but his perception about the past is extra idealized. For him, then, the mall is everything he dreamed of and more—a bookstore, a toy store, a food court, a photobooth, “[a] place where you can [...] find all kinds of things you didn’t know you needed” (77). For Ridge, this is a dream come true.

For the 1999 locals, however, the mall is a very different experience. Michael and Gibby grew up with malls and are very much over them. Gibby rebuts Ridge’s enthusiasm: “I’m an American teenager and I hate the mall” (120); “[I]f I wanted to see them [friends] away from school, I’d make plans with them. Plans that do not involve the mall” (121). Michael echoes these thoughts. These perspectives reflect the other aspect of the mall’s symbolism, the not-so-shiny reality. Malls are huge, consumer-capitalism focused, and can be overstimulating to the senses. Michael dreads seeing people from school there, likely due to his previous negative experiences. Thus, for Gibby and Michael, the mall symbolizes a more negative microcosm of society.

Like most things, reality is somewhere in between. Ridge might have the time of his life there, but it’s also the place where his immune system is most vulnerable to Michael’s cold. Gibby does run into a friend there, and though Michael is initially apprehensive, he, too, forges new connections at the mall with Paige. Thus, Kelly uses the mall to symbolize both idealized and jaded perceptions, while acknowledging that reality is most likely somewhere in between.

The RIDGE Document

The paper Ridge is originally named after is a mystery—there is no context for it in, 2199 and debate rages as to its meaning and importance (143). Ridge, surrounded by scientists who debate the document endlessly, has grown tired of hearing about it. However, for this very reason, the RIDGE document symbolizes the tension between fate and free will.

If time travel were possible, it would suggest that free will is an illusion: For any time traveler from the future to exist at all, everything in the past would have to have happened exactly as it did—any deviation might erase the conditions that led to the time-traveler’s existence. Before Ridge impulsively uses the STM, this debate is entirely hypothetical, but Kelly adds her own twist to the discussion, with a nod to the “Grandfather Paradox.” Ridge is named after the RIDGE mystery document, but has no answers about its significance until he travels to 1999 and unwittingly creates it himself on the back of a takeout menu (220). It is meant as a keepsake for Gibby when he returns to 2199, but only after its creation does Ridge realize what he has done. By signing the menu, he has essentially named himself—he creates the document, but his time travel journey and friendship with Gibby also essentially ensure the creation of his future present. Because Gibby knows time travel is possible, she then goes on to establish the STS field that allows Ridge’s mother to eventually develop the STM time machine, which is how Ridge can time travel in the first place (229).

While this may on one hand seem predestined—the paper and the STM/EGG—the time loop suggests the influence of free will. It was Ridge’s choice to travel to 1999, to write his name on the document, and to interact with Michael and Gibby. In a sense, then, he predetermined his own fate, which complicates matters. Was his realization that Gibby is the younger Elizabeth Gibson-Gray fate? Or was it an accident that allowed her to choose to study time travel and set the wheels in motion for Ridge centuries later? There is no single right answer, but given Ridge’s silent realization after he scrawled his name on the menu, there is a reason that knowledge comes with power and responsibility. Thus, the RIDGE document symbolizes the mystery of fate versus free will.

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