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The heart is a recurring motif throughout this novel, as it is particularly embodied by Orion’s heart condition and the feelings that emerge between him and Valentino. Dalma sums it up succinctly in saying to him that he has “heart-eyes [for Valentino]. How quickly you opened up your heart about your parents. Most important, the heart attack you had after saving this boy. Lots of heart-adjacent things” (146). Feelings of love become intertwined with Valentino’s decision to give Orion his heart after he dies. Orion falls deeply and quickly, and Dalma worries about Orion’s physical heart and his romantic heart, wanting to protect him as much as she can.
Because of Orion’s heart issues, how his heart feels comes up regularly, as he tries to keep up with Valentino’s pace or even has a heart attack after saving the other boy. However, at the same time, he and Valentino also feel in their hearts a romantic connection to one another. Orion frequently refers to Valentino’s lips as “heart-shaped,” becoming a physical embodiment of his love for the other boy.
Additionally, the heart is a symbol of life. As Joaquin Rosa insists, Deckers can figure out how their lives can change “by living with the fullest of hearts, down to the last beat” (541). Life moves through the heart, and so it can hold love and life, two critical elements of this novel. Ultimately, Orion comes to see his new heart as “[their] heart,” something that he shares with Valentino and something that embodies his life’s potential. This takes him some time, as when Valentino is first critically injured, Orion wonders, “If his heart is beating, why doesn’t it feel like he's alive?” showing how he is confused when the heart does not seem to be associated with life (506). However, he eventually recognizes that Valentino’s life lives on in him.
Orion is a storyteller, and he uses stories as a way to cope with the problems in his life. At first, he “write[s] short stories because [he is] one,” believing that he will not have a long life (67). Eventually, he comes to realize that it is not the length of a life that matters, moving beyond wanting to write a full-length book about his life to recognizing that he is a work in progress, and that life is about how it is lived, not how long it lasts, a lesson that he learned from Valentino.
The stories that Orion writes are typically ones that bring him a happy ending of some sort. He has written romantic stories, and he has also written stories that find him a solution to his heart condition, as in the case of “Golden Heart.” In the story, an elder saves Orionis—based on Orion—from Death by giving him his heart and being willing to dance with Death on Orionis’s behalf. Because Orion has always felt close to death, his biggest dream is to be free from the burden of worrying about his heart. This worry causes him to imagine a fairytale version of himself that gets the happy ending he worries that he will never have. However, improbably, his fairytale does come true, albeit slightly different, because of Valentino.
Additionally, The First to Die at the End is a collection of individual lives brought together to show how stories intersect. Dr. Emeterio pops up unexpectedly as the pawn shop owner's wife. Her son Rufus is spotted by Mateo Torrez, who saw Valentino and Orion in Times Square. The intersections between these smaller stories and the larger one both help to build tension—as in the case of Frankie’s obsession with Valentin and his abusive relationship with Gloria—and help to show how people are all connected, showing that “even on your way out, there’s still time to let people in,” as when Valentino shares his story with Férnan (339).
Valentino moves to New York because he believes it is a place full of potential. He cries as he flies over the city for the first time, seeing that his life will change drastically when he arrives in the state’s largest metropolitan area. He is correct; his life does change, though it is certainly not in the way that he expected. Ultimately, Adam Silvera utilizes New York City as a setting to discuss potential and what happens when that potential is cut short.
Throughout the novel, Valentino does various things that make him feel like a “real New Yorker,” from moving into a walk-up apartment to being told to shut up by a neighbor. Orion assists in this plan, and the more they explore the city, the more it seems like Valentino is living his End Day to the fullest. Without their trip around the city, it is unlikely that Valentino would have felt as fulfilled and accepting of his fate, and certainly, Orion would not have been able to reconcile how New York could be both his home and the place where his parents passed away. By visiting Ground Zero for the first time, he can reconcile the feeling of immense loss that he experienced with the feeling of home that he also experiences. Traveling with Valentino helps him to become cognizant of this fact and makes him more appreciative of where he is. Valentino even reminds Orion of this after his death, encouraging him that there will always be more for him to see in the city, illustrating that Orion can always live his life as they did on Valentino’s End Day, exploring and seeing new things again and again.
By Adam Silvera
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