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Cora’s seventh-grade team has a practice Quiz Bowl match against the eighth-grade team. Cora is disappointed to miss a question from the Nature and Wildlife category—this is usually her strength because her father listens to biology podcasts in the car. Cora reflects on casual racism when their teacher implies that her team will know about the Middle Eastern geography section because Cora’s father is Lebanese. She also remembers the racism exhibited toward Owen by people who assume he is Chinese or related to a Korean classmate. When Mia asks Cora if she’s okay, Cora snaps about not knowing the capital of Saudi Arabia, and Owen dispels the tension by asking their opinions about self-driving cars. The practice continues.
Quinn remembers the first time Parker called Cora’s dad a “nasty foreigner” (98). Over dinner, Quinn’s dad asks her whether she would like to move to a different area for a fresh start. Quinn’s mom angrily reminds him that they are trying to raise Quinn to be resilient. Quinn’s dad reminds her that that didn’t go well with Parker. Quinn’s mom points out that the guns were his, and her father says the guns are gone now. Quinn’s mom starts crying, saying that her son is gone too. Quinn’s father leaves the room and she quietly vows that she will fix everything.
Grams takes Cora to her appointment with Dr. Randall, her therapist. Her dad is meeting them there because Cora’s dad and Grams always accompany Cora to her appointments with Dr. Randall, even though they only wait in the waiting room. Dr. Randall discusses the fact that the anniversary of Mabel’s death, which happened on November 11 the previous year, is approaching. Cora tells Dr. Randall that she spoke to Quinn. Dr. Randall reminds her that it is not Quinn’s fault that Mabel died.
After their session, they get Chinese food. Grams is revealed to be Cora’s maternal grandmother. Cora’s mother left when Cora was young. Cora asks whether her mother knows about Mabel’s death. Grams and her father explain that her mother isn’t in touch with them, but they imagine that she might know if she pays attention to the news.
Quinn remembers that her brother’s door had a “Do Not Open” sign on it and Quinn wishes that she had opened it. While Quinn is in art class, the school’s siren starts, indicating a lockdown drill. Their teacher locks the doors and the students gather behind a shelf far from the windows. Quinn feels panicked. A classmate tells her that she doesn’t have to worry because her brother is gone.
Quinn squeezes her eyes shut and imagines the giant oak tree and the wormhole she’s convinced is there. When she opens her eyes, she sees a light spot on the carpet and it looks like a wormhole. It disappears when she blinks.
Cora feels panicked when she hears the lockdown drill siren. She is frozen in her seat and the teacher must coax her into the supply closet, where the children are required to sit. Cora is humiliated when she realizes that the whole class is staring at her. Owen reassures Cora that it’s just a drill, but Cora points out that sometimes it isn’t a drill.
Quinn remembers a time when Parker helped her to fight her fear of waves at the beach. Quinn lies on Parker’s bed, reflecting that it was here that Parker became “full of hate” and planned his monstrous act (132).
Quinn’s father comes to check on her. He asks if she wants to kick a soccer ball in the backyard. She agrees, and while they play, her father asks her about her day at school. Quinn tells her father that they had a lockdown drill. Quinn wonders how her father feels about having guns, and whether he thinks that what happened was his fault. Quinn wishes he would ask her more than “are you okay?” (134). With his shoulders hunched, he tells Quinn that she’s a good girl. Quinn feels like she can’t ask him any questions, so she kicks the ball back and thanks him.
Cora can’t sleep. She looks at Mabel’s bed in their shared room. She gets out her computer and starts to research wormholes, taking notes in her journal. Following scientific procedure, Cora makes an observation: “My sister is dead. I miss her so much” (139). She then asks a question: “Can I time travel to save Mabel?” and works on forming a hypothesis for her experiment, determined to make it perfect (139).
Quinn writes to her brother that their parents are still fighting every night. Their mom thinks that it is their dad’s fault for having weapons in the home, whereas their dad thinks that it is because of the things he read on the internet. Quinn tells Parker that it was his own fault.
Quinn is shocked to receive a message from Cora, telling her to meet her after school. Cora tells Quinn that she thinks that Quinn could be right about the possibility of time travel. Cora tells Quinn about her plan to structure it like a scientific experiment. She describes her original research question: “Can I time travel to save Mabel?” but then explains that she realized that she needed to broaden it to “whether or not [they] can travel back in time to prevent Parker from hurting everyone, including himself” (146). Quinn is moved that Cora included the point about saving Parker as well. Cora clarifies that she is only working with Quinn for Mabel’s sake. Cora suggests that they should try to go back to the morning before the shooting.
Both girls’ residual trauma from the shooting is illustrated in their reactions to the lockdown drill. Cora believes that her sister’s death taught her that “any space can be safe until it isn’t anymore” (110). Cora’s terror is illustrated in her freezing in her seat, unable to move. When Owen reassures Cora that it’s just a drill, Cora retorts that “it’s not always a drill. Sometimes it’s real” (126). Her trauma at her sister’s tragic and traumatic death causes her to feel unsafe and fearful.
Similarly, Quinn feels panicked and overwhelmed at the drill: “I try to curb the panic building inside of me by reminding myself it’s only a drill, but it doesn’t work” (121). Jasmine Warga refers to the trauma experienced by students and teachers who must endure simulations to prepare for the possibility of attack in American schools. Mrs. Euclid must “find the heaviest objects and use it to block the entrance to the library” while the students hide silently as far away from the windows and doors as they can (123).
Quinn’s ongoing attempts to mitigate her grief, through obsessing over changing the events of the school shooting, continue to be explored in these chapters. This illustrates the novel’s recurring theme of Grief and Guilt After the Loss of A Sibling. It is significant that Quinn pictures the wormhole during the lockdown drill. In a moment of extreme trauma and distress, Quinn’s imagination indicates the role that this fantasy plays in helping her to cope with her grief around the traumatic murders and suicide committed by her brother. This fantasy also allows Quinn to manage the distress of her parents’ grief. Quinn sees her mother crying and quietly vows that, through discovering a wormhole, “[She’s] going to make things better” (103). This illustrates that Quinn’s obsession with traveling back to the morning of the shooting is also an attempt to manage and control her parents’ grief, as well as her own grief and guilt.
Cora’s ongoing grief is also clear in these chapters: “My sister is dead. I miss her so much” (137). Cora is characterized as scientifically minded and intelligent. Her attempt to overcome her grief with science is clear in her experimental question: “Can I time travel to save Mabel?” (137). Cora attempts to use her intelligence, and the organization provided by a scientific experiment, to find a way around her immense grief. Warga emphasizes that the grief caused by immense loss can feel overwhelming and inconceivable in its scale. Like Quinn, Cora’s obsession with the concept of time travel demonstrates her desire to manage and control her grief.
Healing Through Human Connection and Hope is introduced as an important theme as Quinn and Cora feel a sense of hope that things might be rectified through their research into time travel. The experiment is successful in bringing them companionship in a time of suffering, and their renewed connection and friendship is the force that contributes positively to their wellbeing, rather than managing to travel through time.
Warga shows that friendship and loving support is an essential component in recovering from grief. Quinn has felt completely isolated in her grief over Parker, given his role in the shooting. A peer—who will no longer be friends with Quinn due to Parker’s crimes—makes the taunting remark during the lockdown drill, “This is just a drill. Your brother is gone, so…” (121). This illustrates that Quinn has become a pariah at school. She has even quit her beloved soccer team; she feels isolated and excluded from normal life, and doesn’t feel that she deserves the things she loves, like soccer. Cora originally tells Quinn, “I’m only doing this for Mabel,” but then restructures her research question to examine “whether or not [they] can travel back in time to prevent Parker from hurting everyone, including himself” (144). Quinn is shocked and touched that Cora changes her focus to include saving Parker’s life; at this point she feels that “it’s possible for things to be okay again” (144). This interaction emphasizes the way that human connection can allow individuals hope and solace from immense grief.
Violence Motivated by Racism is introduced as an important theme that drives the novel’s plot. Parker’s actions are revealed to have been caused by radicalization on the internet. He grew increasingly racist and sexist in the months before the shooting. Quinn remembers the first time Parker called Cora’s dad, a long-established family friend, a “nasty foreigner” (98). Warga connects smaller incidents of racism, such as this highly offensive comment, to larger-scale, tragic incidents of violent racism. Hateful comments, like Parker’s comment about Cora’s father, are represented as a gateway to more extreme and violent expressions of this hatred, as Parker was eventually drawn to commit. Warga suggests that the consequences of any expression of racism can be catastrophic, given the propensity for hatred to escalate.
Given this propensity, Warga condemns smaller and seemingly benign acts of racism, as she connects these acts to larger-scale hate crimes. Owen, who is Japanese American, experiences racism from his ignorant classmates. Cora recalls, “I’ve seen people confuse Owen as Chinese and have witnessed classmates asking him if he’s related to Ben Park, who is in our grade and is Korean” (93). Similarly, Cora’s teacher makes a generalization about Cora’s knowledge of the Middle East based on her father’s Lebanese nationality, even though this region is made up of many geographically and ethnically distinct countries. Cora struggles to come to terms with her half-Lebanese ethnicity, and society’s ignorance about it, as she thinks, “I can’t decide if it’s worse when people totally forget about that part of my identity or when people make assumptions about it” (93-94).
By Jasmine Warga
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